it has been a wonderful year 2009..
hope it'll be more exciting year ahead..
ranting starts..
but recently not long ago, i got to know this person who's really very hard to entertain.i am trying my best. To smile when talking to her. And answer all her "silly" question. I really want to say it in a very nice way. But on the contradicting side, I felt like i was going to die. Perhaps maybe she has seen lesser things in life. I guess i was just like her. Feeling kinda Bimbotic. And worst of all keep complaining to me. All i have to do, is to keep educating her, and refrain her from thinking negative.. lalala.

你猜不透 我要什麼

jap girl's hair colour.don't look like me.kinda love it, but still weird to me

I feel like I need to do something different, perhaps to find back the past me, or maybe do or learn something new. Maybe i should go back to learn painting, or maybe i can take up something new like learning pottery. I don't want to waste my off day just like that.

Few things on my mind:
Clean up my house
Buy new clothes
Learn something new - scrapbooking or pottery
Look up old friends

Hope life wouldn't be so boring :D

Maybe adelinna is just someone who cannot accept reality and keeps lying to herself. 

在我看的一部电视剧，有个很有意义的话：幸福如履薄冰
意思就是幸福像很薄的冰一样，一不小心就容易敲碎。我希望拥有幸福的时候，我会懂得真惜。

Today met up corina, meiyan, darren, sam, nat and shiyun at night.Chitchatted for quite awhile before going to adams for late night supper. Darren's sadness reminds corina of hers. Thought thru abt alot of things while talking to them.Right now i'm also feeling the same. Maybe when old friends meetup, we always talk abt sad things.
darren: every breakup needs a closure for the relationship to end completely.
corina :most of the time, people don't really know what they are doing or thinking.
Truth hurts, bcos sometimes things just dont turn out the way u wish, the person that wants to depend on u, will say he or she doesn't love u.
it's raining heavily outside now, just like my heart.